Hello!
So I've got a few more poems today, five in total, so like two more than my norm. (EXCITING STUFF.) Okay so a lot of things have happened in a short amount of time, I've been reading Game of Thrones, I watched an entire season of it in one day and thus started the next season mere moments after. I've had some ups and (mostly) downs, but uni is starting up again, my friends are back, my boyfriend is back. Exciting stuff. Honestly, no sarcasm there. Of course then I've been writing, sitting on South Beach Aberystwyth and gazing out into the crashing waves I've been writing lots of stuff, some good, some bad, and some that will never see the light of day. Hopefully. ANYWAY on-wards. Hush Now Do not write under starlight or under the moon it utters lies to your ears it whispers all those deadly truths be lenient please be quiet and still hush hush little dove don't let them find you don't scream little one they don't like that here nor do they like when you fall in love when you grow to care hush hush here they come they expect us on our knees fight back but hush hush stay vigilant, stay strong. Warmth Warm air circulates my limbs the sun holding me hostage music plays softly in my ears drowning out the crash of waves it feels lonely sitting by the sea ahead of me in the distance ominous hills watch over me it feels so vast and yet so full full to the brim but perhaps I've brought this emptiness maybe that's why the path of the warm sunlight arrives at my feet showering my body in a false warmth the sea, the sun, the rocks around me all filling up that loneliness inside me false and already decaying a warmth that doesn't stick happiness that keeps on fading I want to drown in it all fall into the sea topple off this wall become one being with the waves and fade into the sunset surrounded by that sweet false warmth. Vastly Dwarfed I can't say the things I want to, letting go of the things that haunt me often hiding behind echoes of laughter vast worlds that dwarf me each whisper makes me happy yesterday's anxiety swept away under hills and deep dark mountains and I feel certain when I say I've never been happier than by your side. Okay I'll never be okay and you'll never be okay either but that's okay we'll be what we are together through smiles and darkness watching the sunset on the beach feeling the warm breeze brush through ones hair watching the smile on your face it's like staring up at the moon a whisper reflection of the sun bright and beautiful mysterious and dark but with every word I utter ever crunch of autumn leaf beneath your feet I fall more than ever in love. Never mind Never mind the crack in the voice the hesitation and gulps that echo from the mouth never mind the silence and the quiet heartache they'll stop soon and everything will just become one never mind the loneliness it fades with time fades into suffocation never mind that you care so much more about them than they ever will about you you become a wave sad and slow the longer you drift with the sea never mind the hopes and the dreams after all it fees like you'll never succeed not when it matters most never mind the rain drown it out with the silence inside you you could disappear in the hitch of a breath and no one would even blink never mind that you pray you'll make it out alive smiles turn to ash and smoke burnt out and unclear disappearing would feel so good never mind that gaping hole in your chest or how much its vast emptiness makes you miss them it doesn't matter, who could ever care you're alone and digging an early grave never mind the ache inhale the disappointment you feel hold that head high fuck the anxiety that breeds in your veins never mind the depression that hides in your eyes and don't ever do a god damn thing they say.
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